Well, that sums it up. I've a long way to go before I can reach at least a standard equal to those at my age. By experience, I have noticed that people my age can think and know about more things that I can. Most of them know more about the general situation in this world then I do. I could not continue the conversation as I do not know what they are talking about. And If I do know, I wont be able to talk about it. Unless I do some researching.
And one more thing that is really bothering me is in like.... 3 weeks.
Violin Exam!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Not to mention its my first..
There are 2 concepts tested in the exam. One is by playing the exam pieces and arpeggios. That I can do. Quite well I may say~~
No, really :)Anyway, there is the other concept. Its the Aural. Okay... this one is utterly hopeless for me. I memorized the scales of the music by the fingering on the violin strings, not by music!!!!!!!! I wish someone would guide me , but I wont be that lucky, right? XD
Besides that, there is also the side reading part, where you are given 60 seconds to look through the scale and play it afterwards. I suck at this. really. I usually take about 2 weeks to learn a single scale. I will really flunk the exam badly :(
However, I want to try my best and do what I can. I want to pass with merits. Or right below merits!!!
That marks it. I'm gonna die.
