This Song :P

I know it has been a long time since many people heard this song, and it has been a very long time too. It has been quite an old song now, from then. I might have posted this song, and I might have forgotten that I posted them. It was first introduced to me by a friend :) I will never forget him, though how far apart we may be now.

I also know that people might not be used to see this blog riddled and written around with short essays per posts, but well; I have since lost the flair of writing. That flame that burns around my wrist, tempting me to scribe and scribe has been long gone. My fingers are now just empty shells of what they used to be, fidgety and all exciting to dance around their stage; the keyboard.

Life has it's ups and downs, that is understandable. Recently in my life, its an emotional roller coaster. My looks might be deceiving, though my heart isn't. My brain thinks otherwise, though my heart emotionally judges everything I see. Some things in life do really mislead me. This year has been really dreadful. I met some unreasonable bitches/ and also bastards, hating me for no reason at all. You know, I am so damn open that if you tell me the reason for your hatred I will allow you to hate me, but hating without any reason whatsoever is really letting off this medieval crude "bitch" aura. But just to let you know, I dont give a fck :P . Well I do, but you know.. fck this. My brain says I don't give a fck, but my heart wishes that you fall into a pit of fire and burn till kingdom come.

Sorry guys, for being so vulgar and what not. Whenever I try to be kind and friendly some people just don't get the hint. I am trying to be friends with you, not put something up yo ass. It is times like this that I wonder how you even survive in this world in the first place. Oh look, someone is being friendly, lets look at him with the corner of my eyes and judge him before ignoring him! -genius-

Everybody has haters, that I know. I do know the reason I might be hated. It is cause I am childish, right? I know I can be the most immature person on earth at times, but I don't live to please yo asses yo! coz u kno, yolo.

Joke. I am not duh hipster.

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Putting raging aside, I feel that I am slowly learning to cope with bipolarity. I dont take no medicine, and this bipolarity of mine is self diagnosed. Like I have said maybe 3 to 4 years ago, I can experience emotional roller coasters/ferris wheels more than a lady with hormonal changes.

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Preeetyyy :3