WHAT!??!

NOT ENOUGH PICTURES YOU SAY!??!?!

Okay fine. I'm the one in the wrong. Lemme make up with some random pictures.



I drew this on one hot summer day. It was so burning hot and boring that I decided to draw a joke about fighting an FOE. (FIELD ONLY ENEMIESS) That erm ... I'm getting bored of explaining every single thing. Go on youtube and search for it. ->FOE IOSYS<-



I drew this as a meme of (Hen.Tie)



Look at the comment about (Water.Melon)



*Facepalm* It was supposed to be a palm tree until I absentmindedly added some coconuts to it! *Facefoot*



*Facefoot* Picture says all.


Hey since there are a few more spaces here below, lemme just rant about one single thing.

Hey dude, you are a already a freaking genius overachiever. You score A's in 80's and 90's in school- look at me, I score B's in 60's and 70's, and even If I got A's its in 75's. I don't complain, and yet you do, why? oh, its because you cant get A's in 100's. Okay, I see. Let the world know you're sad cause you cant get a perfect score. I would be happy to instant death if I had A's in 90's like you <3 <- if this doesn't work I'm gonna be sad ( HEY GONNA ISNT A WORD!??!?! )

Okay wait don't go yet, you have a test. let me rephrase a TEST. okay let me rephrase again. A TEST. You study for about 8 freaking hours a day. Gonna respect someone with a body so healthy to be able to do that. In the TEST, you are not able to do 1 or 2 questions. Okay, fair enough, someone that studies for 8 freaking hours have no idea whatsoever of doing said questions. No marks. out of a maximum of 2,3,4 or 8 marks you completely get zero for SAID QUESTIONS in the TEST. You are able to completely finish the rest. Okay, then you get pissed and rant about how terrible your entire life is just because you cant do two questions when you're such a clever person. (Hmm... okay when I typed this out I realized that if I'm in its position I would feel the same too? NAHHH I would feel sad but I wont blame my whole life)You vow to now study 9 hours a day, and If you are in the same situation again 10 hours. Sir/Madam, there's only 24 hours in a day. Some times we need to fail in life to achieve greater heights. Okay fine, you cant do two questions. Look behind from the front row where you, a clever student that attends every class and pays full attention sit. Look at some people that might not even get the chance to do those question you missed because they were overwhelmed by the first two.

Do you feel better about yourself now? Or do you want to criticize yourself even more to tend to some masochistic needs while other people that are already down feels even more in the dumps? Okay fair enough its your life not mine.

Overall I respect you, you are such a kind person that is ready to help everyone. You are really a smart person, but to label you as a genius is just too much. Geniuses study smart more than studying hard by the way. I know I am in no position capable of advising you in such a criticizing, sarcastic and cold approach- so sorry.

Hey, I'm sure I wasn't referring to anyone, right? Please don't approach me in real life if you makan cili dan terasa pedas for some good reasons. First, you might not be the person I'm referring to. Secondly, I'm a cowardly rambling idiot.

Truthfully, I'm not referring to anyone close to me.

Its true! I just saw some stuff worth rambling about in Google. Oh yes, they will come and find me. My lifespan must be shorter now than it was before. tsk tsk tsk.

No I am in no mood to say goodbye.

Adios~

This Emptiness

someone please fill it.

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JUST JOKING. How could me out of all the people around spout such emo words? I'm a closet optimist that views the glass as half full and yet to please the people around me I will utter what they want to hear instead depending on the situation. Does the term closet optimist even exist in the first place? I don't care. I do not care. I refuse to care unless and only unless some rich people come to me and bring about a huge sum of money. Yum. Money. I eat money like I eat my greens.

Okay the topic today is Emptiness. What/Why/How *insert relevant linking phrases* Emptiness?

WHAT IS EMPTINESS

EMPTINESS is a void. (Well in my context it is =_= don't barge in with your scientific terms)It is a terrible feeling of depression linked with underachievement in one's life. The symptoms of said dystrophy varies among types of different individuals. Some may feel suicidal, some may undergo extreme paranoia, feel deprived of attention, feel the need of some private time whereby they can be alone and in some worse cases undergo physical and mental changes. These includes loss of hair, emerging of white hairs, wrinkles... binge eating, *insert scientific term* nervosas, loss of appetite, hallucination, bipolarity... inability to control feelings etc. etc.

Don't go around thinking that only pessimistic people will contract emptiness. According to my own view in life, even optimistic people may feel empty. Oh yes, please do ignore everything in the second paragraph contradicting to the statement I have just given out.

WHY DO I/YOU/ME/HIM/HER FEEL EMPTY?

As stated in the third paragraph, you probably feel empty for being an underachiever. Underachiever in this context is from your own point of view, and not others. For example, there is someone I know... Nah I wont use that. Let me give another example by comparison.

Lets say this unknown person A is a really strong person capable of tilling all 4 squares of his farm all by himself and this other unknown person B that is an average person, being able to till 2 of the 4 squares by himself. The unknown person A has set a goal for himself, to till 4 squares of his farm each day. While the unknown person B recognizes his limits. By each passing day, unknown person A becomes weaker and older, and when he can no longer till all 4 squares by himself he feels utterly useless, pitiful and miserable.

What a terrible example. Lets just say that when you are unable to achieve limits you have set for yourselves you will feel empty. No questions please, I don't think I can answer any.

Emptiness can also spread from an empty person to another empty person like a disease. When you are near a person that feels empty, you can somehow feel the aura of his/her emptiness. Some empty inflicted victims tend to rant about their lives. Most kind people that listen will more or less feel empty listening and become empty themselves.

Besides that, emptiness can also come from loss of a beloved. A friend being overseas to study? a brother or sister going away to a far land to work? a family member going to vacation? death / missing of someone important? Oh yes. all of these will probably leave something in our soul. Emptiness. Our soul is like pie. 3.141592654. No, I mean the FOOD PIE. Cut it into 8 symmetric pieces, and that's your soul. Emptiness occurs when half of one of those pieces are taken away. Eaten not by people, but darkness- from where there would be small chances of/no return. Some souls may have more pieces 32... 108...900? Each piece represents the attachments of humans in life. When half of the piece is taken away, emptiness occurs and causes severe depression. To let go means to throw the last part of the piece away. Only when all these attachments are abandoned that enlightenment can be achieved. No I'm not preaching thank you very much.

HOW DO WE COUNTERFIGHT EMPTINESS?

Oh my what a saddening question. Even if you asked a closet optimist like me I might not be able to answer it. Well, like I said emptiness occurs when half of a piece is taken away. Thus, to counter it just take up something to fill the void. Music? Games? Hobbies?

Oh yes. Most people just try to run away from emptiness. Lets just say that the void is unmerciful. The more you run, the more it consumes your soul. :)

Find a psychologist to hypnotize you or try to rid you of said emptiness. This might cost you money, but its better to live without emptiness. Lets just add on that everyone can be a psychologist just by performing a simple act. This powerful weapon capable of slicing emptiness is LOVE. With the POWER OF LOVE EVERYTHING CAN BE DONE.

Like I'l say that. Love is just an emotion. But it could help a little. Give those empty people a hug. A simple hug is all it needs to console those empty souls.

EMPTINESS happens to everyone in the world. Oh? you don't feel empty? Tsk tsk tsk.... Let me tell you that as long as you have any attachments left in the world... your journey to emptiness is inevitable ^_^

For now, lets just show some LOVE to those empty souls. They might need it more than you do, and someday they might show some LOVE back to you to suppress your emptiness.

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I'l leave it as so for now :) Until then, byebyebye!

In Loving Memories

One That Looks Over Us


One That Laughs With Us


One That Wants To Be The Closest To Us


One That Gives Us Attention


One Loved By All

RIP - SUMMER 2006 - 2011

You Will Be Remembered By All As A Loyal, Faithful and Obedient Member of the Family